See the Art in Me

I walked away and pretended I’m ok…
Paranoid as I see several eyes
that seemed to know the feelings i have inside
Dogs barking, they started following me
and alone i tread the dark

I kept on looking back wishing you’d shout back
“wait, I’ll hold your hand forever ’til the fear you have is gone”
I resisted the urge to know you didn’t follow along
and it was just the wind, just the wind beside me

Then I stopped and stood at a corner
as I look at the droplets of tears on my toes
Endlessly counting them until it rained and it hid the tear’s flow
i still never know… I still want to know

yourr name lingers as I look at the lights
on this highway which was once familiar
but yesterday I craved for comfort from an umbrella
It stood with me where we used to stop

I choked when you saw my bloodshot red eyes
don’t want you to know they were the traces of my cry
Will you ever see what’s the reason of my sigh
Will you ever notice my heart don’t wanna lie
It’s a fact I’m drowning in the thought of you

I give because I’ve received alot
and I forgive ‘coz grace abounded much
It’s crazy I am craving for a high
like the moments i was bright
though i don’t get to sleep at night

I do miss everything now
will everything still happen around
though you see it’s just my own illusion
I love coz I do want to be loved somehow…