(lights fading in…)
So she walked and tried to feel the warmth of the sun as it rose
Tells herself, this is a new day. There is a sense of hope.
She still haven’t had any sleep, she even had nothing to eat
But she would manage to smile at every person she would meet
Her eyes try to smile as she would meet the guy
But all that she sees is enough
for her heart to believe him not
Though he gives her what she wants
Make her feel she’s all, and gave a lot
She still feels the same old crap
Coz she finds out he cannot…
Give himself… Be himself…
He keeps on putting up a show instead
There’s so much pride
He always hides
but then next morning to her he’d glide
And get what he wants
answer back coz yes he can
manipulate and stun
in a subtle way then run
So here she’s left in an alley by herself
nothing is ever real
Everything just sucks
but she would hold on still
The movie in her mind
they held hands and walked around as if there was no time
She wasn’t left… their love was kept
real… to the point nothing else mattered but their thing
But twas still a movie in her mind
“The dream that filled her head…”
Coz as she went back to space and time
She saw it happen and was not surreal
Just not her. but another he held hands with
ever since.
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