The year I was 30…
9 years ago
My arms are stretched out but twas the last gasp
Everything was torn down in a snap
what’s left is the shock from the collision
Everything’s beyond redemption
Rejection at its best overthrow
The wind hurled and the pieces have gone scattered
A loss of words is better than diversion unhindered
Now its beyond relivable, release at last
Death’s result is non-restriction
To satisfy such request I’m losing my regrets
Drown in the denial at its best
You, yes you killed yourself
There can only be blank stares
to attempts of false images of you
We sit and talk my friend
You share your stories how you did this and that
You were great
But what you did was so bad
You brag about yourself
You recount the times you bought this and that
You dont care
Coz you think you got a lot
We always walk down the hall
and you demand that people give you respect
Coz you're high
and you think you're above all
And still we talk my friend
You tell the stories
of the fame from the game that you play
You're the star
*But soon you're falling down
You are falling down
The way is down
When you don't keep your feet on the ground
Now let me talk my friend
I think I've heard so much
and though it would hurt you
I'd say coz I do love you too
I've learned the hard way my friend
I used to speak all this crap
proud of this and that
But twas too late when I gave it up
Coz I've gone falling down
I went falling down
The way is down
Coz I didn't keep my feet on the ground
You dont want falling down
give it up or you'll soon fall down
The way is down
When you don't keep your feet on the ground
I help these kids with their Dance Ministry.
This is my first project (choreo) with them.
I sense the excitement and
get thrilled by the ray of sun on my skin
The feeling inside me is bursting out
greeting the new adventure ready to begin
I recount the days of pure innocence
as I run from the chase
and my heart was just willing to accept
the beauty of some face
Oh the moments, such acquaintances
The settling of emotions
The definition of my core
and the reason why I soar
So I sit and wait once again
For your gaze to meet me in my silence
we’ll walk and talk about reality
and find ourselves doing it til eternity
Here’s to the secret of my soul
That only you can unfold
The patience beneath the cold
That is only for you to know
You watch her and smirk
and yes all you can do is lurk
Circumstances bring you near
In this sea of faces you fear
to be seen, to be noticed
it is the screaming sound you avoid
but time is watching
it keeps on ticking
Dashing smile, the pose, the style
seemingly similar but unfamiliar
Counting the details
Exasperated by the trails
silenced by the praise
but you still see yourself ache
and you whine …
because you follow her around
and tell yourself a lie
that to be like her is the ideal
and you lose yourself
You drown, you frown
You grin, you run
Away from the voice
Away from the force
The chill…
locked up and disturbed
Ringing silence
you have to face it…
You are forever different
and in no chance should you tell yourself
“This is the way”
“This should be the way”
liberate…
the buried soul
needs some light
and not the blinding musings
The countdown…
circumstances bring you near
you will be revealed
face the reality.
There is only one standard.
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