The year I was 30…
8 years ago
My arms are stretched out but twas the last gasp The wind hurled and the pieces have gone scattered To satisfy such request I’m losing my regrets
Everything was torn down in a snap
what’s left is the shock from the collision
Everything’s beyond redemption
Rejection at its best overthrow
A loss of words is better than diversion unhindered
Now its beyond relivable, release at last
Death’s result is non-restriction
Drown in the denial at its best
You, yes you killed yourself
There can only be blank stares
to attempts of false images of you
We sit and talk my friend
You share your stories how you did this and that
You were great
But what you did was so bad
You brag about yourself
You recount the times you bought this and that
You dont care
Coz you think you got a lot
We always walk down the hall
and you demand that people give you respect
Coz you're high
and you think you're above all
And still we talk my friend
You tell the stories
of the fame from the game that you play
You're the star
*But soon you're falling down
You are falling down
The way is down
When you don't keep your feet on the ground
Now let me talk my friend
I think I've heard so much
and though it would hurt you
I'd say coz I do love you too
I've learned the hard way my friend
I used to speak all this crap
proud of this and that
But twas too late when I gave it up
Coz I've gone falling down
I went falling down
The way is down
Coz I didn't keep my feet on the ground
You dont want falling down
give it up or you'll soon fall down
The way is down
When you don't keep your feet on the ground
I help these kids with their Dance Ministry.
This is my first project (choreo) with them.
I sense the excitement and I recount the days of pure innocence Oh the moments, such acquaintances So I sit and wait once again Here’s to the secret of my soul
get thrilled by the ray of sun on my skin
The feeling inside me is bursting out
greeting the new adventure ready to begin
as I run from the chase
and my heart was just willing to accept
the beauty of some face
The settling of emotions
The definition of my core
and the reason why I soar
For your gaze to meet me in my silence
we’ll walk and talk about reality
and find ourselves doing it til eternity
That only you can unfold
The patience beneath the cold
That is only for you to know
There is only one standard.You watch her and smirkand yes all you can do is lurkCircumstances bring you nearIn this sea of faces you fearto be seen, to be noticedit is the screaming sound you avoidbut time is watchingit keeps on tickingDashing smile, the pose, the styleseemingly similar but unfamiliarCounting the detailsExasperated by the trailssilenced by the praisebut you still see yourself acheand you whine …because you follow her aroundand tell yourself a liethat to be like her is the idealand you lose yourselfYou drown, you frownYou grin, you runAway from the voiceAway from the forceThe chill…locked up and disturbedRinging silenceyou have to face it…You are forever differentand in no chance should you tell yourself“This is the way”“This should be the way”liberate…the buried soulneeds some lightand not the blinding musingsThe countdown…circumstances bring you nearyou will be revealedface the reality.
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